i always had this feeling of being a misfit in society, could not share my craziest, true, thoughts, ideas, ambitions
when i came to SF i instantly fell in love with people here - i could be myself
... but never really
even in sf i find people are too conventional
it's so hard to find [[051324 1820 i like crazy people|crazy people]]
as if there is a fundamental law of memetic gravity
thoughts cluster together, attract each other
and the energy required to leave orbit is high
the cost to orbit is insane - only near death experiences or such can drive you into this orbit
#personal
#self-reflection
#identity