i always had this feeling of being a misfit in society, could not share my craziest, true, thoughts, ideas, ambitions when i came to SF i instantly fell in love with people here - i could be myself ... but never really even in sf i find people are too conventional it's so hard to find [[051324 1820 i like crazy people|crazy people]] as if there is a fundamental law of memetic gravity thoughts cluster together, attract each other and the energy required to leave orbit is high the cost to orbit is insane - only near death experiences or such can drive you into this orbit #personal #self-reflection #identity